Lycan wrote:Trying to quit smoking.......
Goddamn pain! >X(
I know what you mean... but I've set myself some rules that I try to follow even if I'm going mad.
- I don't smoke in my home.
- I don't smoke in my or other people vehicles.
- I don't smoke in work (
wich is g-damn hard).
I smoke outdoors when I'm going somwhere (
shopping, friends) with friends that smoke, but still I don't do that in my house and I don't allow others to do it in my house, in clubs, pubs, at parties, restaurants that have smoking section...
I try to cross out smoking when I'm just walking alone somwhere, but it's hard.
My main - and I could say only motivation, as I don't care much about cancer (
as I'm a cancer myself, so a cancer isn't fearful of cancer ) or any other medical reasons is money - because global goverments
worry about our health so much, they want both kill us, I guess, and steal more money. Pack of Marlboro Long Red for fukken nearly 5€! That's bigger overkill than lung cancer IMO.
And if my brain and body demand a cig in a place where I didn't allowed myself to smoke, here's what I do :
- I stand up.
- Walk to the thickest wall in my ap.
- And I start punching it with my fist for about 15-25 times with full force.
Belive me, it works. Either of pain itself, or because my hands are too tormented to want to hold a cigarette.
But lately it rarely happens.
And I won't resign totally. Good puff from time to time is a pleasure and one of the joys of life. You wake up on chilly morning, go out, pull out a menthol and take a deep one... ahh...
I'm not promoting btw.